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Friday, October 28, 2005

My baby zen neeon is beside me ! Bought it at $279 and juz limited 10 sets at courts ! left the only 2 piece!

It is impossibility small ..to hold 5 GB of songs !

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My zen baby is beside me now . IT is impossibility small to pocket thousands of songs !

5 GB !!!!

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My zen baby is beside me now . IT is impossibility small to pocket thousands of songs !

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

This week is an busy week !

WAHHAHAHAH !

i AM SO THRILLED TILL THAT i AM PRATICALLY SCREAMING IN ESTASY IN THIS BLOG!

I am going to buy Creative maestro ! (ipod is out.. they have no fm and short batt life)

at last .....
Buy Creative zen neon or creative micro ?
Zen 16 batt hour , micro batt 12 hr

neon - $329 ( but I found A PLACE SELLING ONLY $299)
MICRO $369 ( I FOUND A PLACE SELLING $359 )
BOTH 5 GB
DUN REALLY LIKE THE EXTRA TOUCH SENSITIVE OF THE MICRO .. IT IS TESTING MY PATIENT COZ i WILL SCRROW SOMEWHERE i DUN WAN THEM TO BE .
OLIVIOUS --- NEON !
The Zen Neeon dazzles with an eye-catching array of reusable stickers for the faceplate and a low price point for a 5GB player.
BUT NEON : scrolling though 1GB worth of tracks in the MuVo V200 without a search function was already quite a pain in the thumb. Now that the same clickable scroll wheel has resurfaced on the 5GB Zen Neeon, i AM aren't exactly thrilled, either

ANYWAY i HEARD THAT MICRO IS QUITE AN OLD MODEL AND THEY ARE GOIN TO CHANGE IT !!!

i CAN'T HELP TO BUY IT 2MORO ..HMM WAIT TILL FRIDAY i HEAD DOWN TO CREATIVE HEADQUATER TO TEST THEIR DEMO BEFORE I PLACE MY BET !

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

暧昧
曲：小冷词：姜忆萱/颜玺轩编：
暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你我很不服气
也开始怀疑眼前的人
是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

really busy heck;check up a LARGEst (really largest )travel bag , HUNTING all almost all agencies in chinatown for cheapest air ticket; shoes; the embassy (pathetic long Q)

Alex told me today " It is not an option of choice of dun want now, it is not other choice. How much time and $$ have u spent now?"

it's true , I dun have a choice.
it is make the best out of the worse situation. haha great say .

if not , I will pursue my passion of learning music. I will definately learn keyboard, guitar and vocal now. So , I am sori to my angel ( u know who u are !) that I can't take up the classes at muchuan school ! but when I come back , I will definately try to catch up with u ! Hmm .. I must call u shi fu !
ni yao jia you .. God have everything planned for us ...

So sleepy , 2day is such a drag ... 2moro working ..slp now

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

oh , i realised that I am an angel.
becoz there are a lot of angels by my side
they know who they are

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Serendipity, serendipity, serendipity!

Hardly have the inspiration these days, just like taking a vacation.
Having too much of empty days made me craved for much of thrills to set me cracking my rusty brain, working out my senses and triggering my emotions. Here I go, set me out for writing meaningless (or so?) blog entry.

I learn so much today because I have this honor to meet the girls.
At the same time, I know about my weakness and what I can improve in it.(so that’s y I took special carefulness in double check my grammer in this entry)
At the same time, I know my strength and how I can hang this out for sales.
It's always a self- realization process every time I attend this sort of gathering.
Everybody is so unique that only that person can offer something that no one can give.

‘At least I believe that if I want to do something, cross your finger to do it until you get it.
If u want to do something, deep inside your heart u have already believe that you know u have something that u can really offer to that something you want to do.
That's why you have gathered your courage to begin that first step.’

Zita (one of the girls) said something like this afternoon and I almost burst into tears (can u imagine the emotion moment?).
I know why she can really touch the girl’s heart.

I see girls hugging each others and say “You have inspired me! You are my best friend!”
How other girls changes other people‘s life and how wonderful the personality of others inspired the others. How just 2 days of getting together doing something meaningful and going though experiences of personal discovery. It has far exceeded the purpose of only getting the goals.
Suddenly, the ‘goal’ has only a space of ‘just a bonus’ in our heart.
It is again reinforces the meaning of “Life is about its journey, not the goal.”

A door closed means a lot of other doors open for you. The others doors are the doors of better things in stored for you ….waiting for you to open. Fate teaches us not to be stubborn. Maybe believing in fate will lead to a happier life for some objective in life. Sometimes believe in fate, sometimes not … is a wiser thinking. Isn’t it?

Only taking negative critics to positive changes makes you become a better person is a fact that will never change.
Finally, I know what I can improve in. The step toward perfection is a never ending process.
I had also learnt about self discipline and the driven inside me.
There’s laziness in me, in contradiction, there’s bee buzzing in me. There’s a “can’t be bothered” in me. Contrary, there’s a concern of importance in me. There’s an ugly duckling in me in another hand, there’s a beautiful swan in me.

I’m surprised in the fact that I had tried almost all method, doing my best, in the flavor to try to achieve something that I find nil importance to.

Ahhhh… that’s kiasulism….

And ..in the end , doing stupid thing , which is within my control but just do it in the sense of ruining the hard work I have done.

Ahhhh.. I am a mischievous miserable little rebel.

Occasionally, adding some sort of gimmick and specialty in a spread of commonly boring – out of my usual serenity.
This is not a sham, sham am I not?

It is strange in the way that initially it is just a following of what people wants and for fun. (Peer influence?) Later on, it is for untamed passion readily to be driven by the passion of other people. Lastly, I am convinced that it is not a fun thing nor a dream nor a pride; it is a reality waiting to be fulfilled.

I see, aries is a object of flirtatious? Finding a pleasant thrill in trapping under dilemma?
I guess there is no dilemma anymore coz ‘sand sand sea scenery’ here I go.

Been though of what is it, what is all about. Cite this “Been there, done that” on what others want of what I‘ve been though of what is it.

What’s the big deal .. kiasi la

To prevent the kiasu mentality overcome me, let me remind myself

It is the journey not the goal
It is the friendship not the goal
It is what I learnt not the goal
It is how I deal myself it is not the goal
It is dealing the biggest enemy- me, myself and I, not the goal
It is about been touched by others again, not the goal
It is about feel driven again not the goal
Etc etc

Voila! It is neither the goal, nor passion, nor friendship, nor learning, nor self discovery, nor the money, nor anything. IT IS THE KIASULISM! The spirit of SinGAPorean full of pride and ego! Bingo !

Hehe I can go on and on and on … better stop

Hmmm, we girls are planning an outing … we will be meeting soon !

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

earring pure hearts, lovely? guess how much it cost ?

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earring butterfly hanging tik tock tik tock , guess how much it 's cost ? go down go down

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earring melody ? guess hoe much it's cost ? go down go down

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wat I bought in Jurong shopping trip ? a pink metallic shine cd box cost only 2 bucks ! It looks like millon bucks lor.. lobang hoe? The earring ? My proudest achievement man! a pair for 2 bucks too .

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here I go goooooo...mix mix mix ......mix mix mix stir and mix with gochujang and bits of kimchi ...sup ...dah :)-----

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Here I goooo..mix mix mix ...mix mix mix stir and mix with Gochujang ..and bits of kimchi .. sup....dah :)---

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another close up , how's my cooking? not bad huh ? just the egg a bit of chao ta at the side la ...nvm 1 wah .. eh , i dun play play 1 hor , taste really delicious ok ? after that I pour the Gochujang (korean hot pepper paste made of soy) and spinkle bits of sesame seed with a bit of sesame oil....IT IS HEAVENLY ok .. and I ate a big mouthful of it's fragrant, crunchy, hot, spicy , sour of it's bibimbap ... wat a holyshit! I can make such a good korean dishes ..can use to bait korean hunk liao!

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my lst attempt to make a famous korean cuisine : Bibimbap (means Mixed 'Bi-bim' rice 'bap') . The dish consist of mixed veg and meat over rice with hot sauce... YUMMMM . beside tat I serve kimchi as side dishes

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